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Sunday, May 27, 2007

9:34 PM

i thought i have already got you.
but it seems different.
your actions doesnt show.
that we arent together.

we spend time together.
talking and chitchatting.
i had fun always.
hope you do too.

sometimes i get possesive.
its because i dont wanna lose you.
and that when you left me for 4 days.
the void in my heart is indescribal

sometimes we do argue.
but keep in your mind.
that i wanna clear the air.
so that our journey would be smooth.

interogating is the word you used.
basically shows how concerned i am.
or how worried i can get.
cause my mind will run wild.

i hope you understand where im coming from.
and i know at times its my fault.
im so sorry cause i didnt think.
for that split second ive done it.

some things you think i did is sweet.
but its just the nature of me.
you deserve sweet things.
so dont thank me cause youve already been welcomed.

its true that i cant live without you.
its the same way for you too.
just that i cant live properly.
cause you have impacted my life full.

you changed me into someone new.
for now im left out from the old dzul.
i realised many things that i never do.
in which you compared others to.

how i wish you could really understand me.
that youre the only girl ive been looking for.
have that little faith in me.
and that i will, the same way too.

patience is the key to sucess.
but being too patient is the key to detorence.
just show me the love you have.
cause i think ive showed more than you.

i hope you can feel it in every lil way.
and i hope i can feel yours too.
you fill up my heart and mind.
exactly to the brim.

i may be using too many sweet words.
but they really have their meaning.
it is not coated with honey.
its coated with your actions.

honey, could you promise me.
that you wont ever betray me.
cause you know i wont.
and you know it real well.

i dont mind losing you
to someone that is new
but just remember
that i really love you.

so now. i hope you understand. that its different without you. and i know. its kinda the same if you have or dont have me. this statement i assume. cause i feel that im not taht important to you yet. but i hope, its wrong. so honey. shower me some love. or you may lose me. which i think its okay with you. sigh.

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