look at me in the eyes

2007-12-03T22:32:00.001-08:00

i just wished that we are friends.

2007-10-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

the days has passed and to think that youre just gone. its just killing me. slowly.

2007-10-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

great. life is seriously great. look upon the future for it is bright. if youve a future, then youve a say.

2007-10-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

2007-10-06T11:51:00.001-07:00

is it game over? hahah. hope i can insert a new credit.

2007-09-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

He starts with her back, ’cause that’s what he sees,
When she’s breaking his heart, she still fucks like a tease.
Release to the sky, look him straight in the eye,
And tell him that now, that you wish he would die.
You’ll never touch him again, so get what you can,
Leaving him empty just because he’s a man.
So good when it ends, they’ll never be friends,
One more night, that’s all they can spend,

2007-09-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

Remember the first time when we met
You didn’t realize I looked in your eyes
The feelings different, it’s not like always
I’ve always been there when you needed me
I came by to sit and talk to you
Could I sit by your side

Do you feel like I do
Have you found someone new
You didn’t realize didn’t you
Just telling you I miss you.

Time is moving like a train
You didn’t realize we’re getting apart
The feelings different it’s not like how it used to be
I’ve always been there when you needed me
I came by to sit and talk to you
Could I sit there once again
Could I sit there once again

Do you feel like I do
Have you found someone new
You didn’t realize didn’t you
Just telling you I miss you.

2007-09-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
Cause it's okay to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
Cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you'd love to know what it's like
Wouldn't you
What it feels like for a girl.

"Cause you think that being a girl is degrading"

haha. this is kept behind your mind without you knowing. the fuck.

2007-09-17T08:58:00.001-07:00

i miss you.

2007-09-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

baa! studied with sylvia and raza came for awihle. if i know macra ill teach him too! haha. but im sorry, havent learn yet. watch CHINBEATS today at seranggon when sending her home. haha. we chilled under the block and she memorised her econs and hold my hand swinging as if she was a bird. she talked uber fast when she memorised it. hulabaloo! lol. loves her so badly!

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR ECONS BABE! HOPE YOU DO UBER WELL AND GET A V FOR ME AND I WILL REWARD YOU GREATLY. =D

2007-09-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

we are as stable as a flamingo. no gust of wind would shake us. (:

2007-09-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

DZUL IS INDEED INDEEDLY AN ANNOYING BOY FROM MARS.

SYLVIA'S GOOD. (:

2007-09-06T22:17:00.000-07:00

STUDY AHH! HAHA. okay. today is gonna be a 12-hour straight! 11-11 full time mugging. hope tml can ton study. mmm. SYLVIA. YOU THINK IM YOUR LEG REST IS IT?! YOU FREAKING PUT YOUR LEG ON ME WHILE STUDYING. IDIOT. SOON ENOUGH, ITLL BE MY TURN TO PUT MY, I MEAN MY LEGS! hahaha. mmm. so youre acting all so serious now. LOL. and i wont be online like anytime cause im busy. hahah. (:

2007-08-31T10:17:00.001-07:00

have fun and study hard. loves. and you suprised me today at the void deck. haha. idiot.

2007-08-27T08:34:00.001-07:00

2007-08-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

juxtaposition.

ill be waiting till promos are over.

2007-08-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

when the world comes to an end.
all i see is just you.
standing beside me holding my hands.
tightly. it gets tighter every moment.

baby. ill never let go of you. NEVER.
cause things show that youre the ONE.
watching stars with you in the night.
cuddling one another.

its simply romantic.
well. promos are coming.
hope youll do your best.
and you have my fullest support.

so honey. loving you is never a regret at all.
sweetness just describe you.
and if you were to ever leave me.
i want you to know, that you were once in my heart.
rightfully.

2007-08-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

gavin: sylvia is lucky to have a boyfriend like you. so caring and concerned. but youre sometimes overconcerned which shows that youre really in love with her. its a pity that she doesnt really appreciates your care and concern. she should treasure you more. then she will realise that your love for her is indeed true and i can see that you are very faithful. in school especially.

sigh. the comment made me happy for awhile. and i realise that somethings she doesnt understand. thanks gavin for your comment.

2007-08-21T08:29:00.001-07:00

promos are coming.

2007-08-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

woots. studied with her today. once again. haha. she need help in maths so im her official tution teacher alr. haha. hey, call me mr bear. haha. alrights then. pinching each other at the bus stop. couldnt help laughing and inflicting pain on each other.

she is fun. as fun as ever. (: smiles always upon my face when im with her. mmm.
AND GUESS WHAT. WE COMPLETED THE SPOT THE DIFFERENCE GAME. dam im lousy but we still completed. haha. owe you a kiss. (:

im still wooing her. haha. yeah. 'wooing'. alrights then. study hard for maths yeah? ill be helping you if you need. you take care. and ppl out there. good luck for all your exams. mug hard then play hard. wooo.

AND GUESS WHAT. SHE LIKES THE SONG MY NECK AND MY BACK BY KHIA. woo. asshole horny bitch. lol. take care and loves.

2007-08-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

time speaks. just waiting for you to settle down with me as my wife and we'll start to have fun together. haha. chatting with you about the future when we are in the present. its damn good feeling but i hope itll come through eh. mm. baby. i couldnt imagine the days we spoke out of our mouths if it were to come true. the LARGE UPSIZED kisses you give is very sweet indeed. haha. oh wells. give me more and ill be dazzled.

LOVES YOUR ALUMINIUM FOIL LOVE LETTER AND YOUR WARNING CARD ABOUT EXAMS. HAHA.

loves always.

2007-08-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

hey sweet lil baby. listening to your sis ipod now eh. lol.
today was awesome. totally had fun with you. wahaha. (:

'i dont sing for any random ppl you know.' haha.

ki MAAAAK.

2007-08-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

Your love is lifting me higher
Than i've ever been lifted before
So keep it up, quench my desire
And i'll be at your side foreve
You know your love
keeps on lifting me higher,
higher,
and higher
I said your love keeps on
lifting me higher and higher.

I'm so glad that i finally found you
Yes, that one in a million girls
And i wish my loving arms around ya
I can stand up and face the world.

honey. i love you.

2007-08-03T13:13:00.000-07:00

close your eyes.
dream and fly with me.
till you get hypnotised.

love me for another day.

when i look left and look right
i couldnt find you.
front and back.
i couldnt find you.
looked up.
i couldnt find you.
but i realised.
when i look down
i saw my shadow
which reflects you.

honey, im filled with your love.
let me lick you and taste the sincerety.
let me be with you over the night.
dont ever leave me.
so please honey. reap me like never before.

2007-08-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

5 mins. nice. nice letter? woo.

2007-08-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

when things turn out the way it is unexpected. be it good or bad. im just happy for the moment. be there for me will you. but oh wells. space space. i almost forgot. im sorry.

smiles were in for me with lovely. watched 'alone' together. the movie is named alone. confusions are in the air when this movie is mentioned. hahah. okay. had lots of love from her. we did hwk at the very unthinkable place but oh wells. had a great time. pressure is to be lost and freedom is to be given. painful at times but its to be sacrafition. words whirled at each other but loved was in disguised. put yourself to sleep cause ill be sitting beside you. overlooking you and keeping you in great care. so please. spare a thought for me at times. for i spent most of my thoughts for you. no questionsed asked from you. no expactation is to be made. streotyping is wrong and we need to be in love. stay with me honey.

2007-07-27T11:51:00.000-07:00

hopes live within.
every moment will be cherished.
every moment shall be treasured.
in any case, baby. i im seriously in love.
jealousy is susceptable.
but i cant stop it.
awareness and concern.
do good for the time being.
and once again.
youre in control of yourself.
decisions you make, will be well respected.
its all up to you.
all up to you.

dont ever leave.
cause you know ill be waiting.
for youre too precious to leave.
and youre not someone ordinary.
you made a mark in my heart.
and itll stay there forever.
let me spend the night with you.
for you will ever lasted.

baby. youre my hope.
my dream.
every period passed.
the 5-minute break that i have.
just filled with your presence.
on how you were doing
and how you are.
so please.
stay with me through the night.
stay with me and hug me tight.
cause ill never let you go.
ill never will.

sylvia chen weiguang.
-youre just special.

2007-07-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

fetched her from school today. she wanted to study maths but aww. in the end, went to boon lay's juroing point banquet to eat! okay. after that took 154 and 153 back to her house. had fun today tho. jokes were humourous. loves baby.

no more eyecandies.
no more white lilies.
its time for love.
over to the nerves.

ill lick you till you tear.

2007-07-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

baby. sigh.

she wants to run(with me) on and on, in a point of no return. (:

baby. i miss you so. stay here and keep me warm.
ill keep you warm too. im a bear. haha.
alrights then hun. hope no connotations used the same.
im tired. going to bed soon. and youre having fever and sore throat again.
ppl. take care of her please.
and hun. ill keep you company by my side.
always.
goonights, with love.
im yours. always.

2007-07-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

WOW. clubbing with lovely is EFFING nice. dammit.
went to dxo. well, she finds it gross at first and then the party started.
cut things short, the way she grinds. omfg. hardcore. haha.
oh wells. baby, you acheived it. you made my friends jealous. happy?

haha. hope to club with you some day again. but just too bad. im still a kid.
as what people would say. but oh wells. it doesnt bother me. haha.

baby, im waiting for you now at home to reach here and fetch me out. haha. im sick of home.
lols. so i shall see you later. gonna give you a fucking big hug. <3

honey, im proud of you.
Sweet Sensation Sylvia's So Sexy Sial.

love, im yours. have it.

2007-07-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

if you have two options: (1) take the gun and kill me
(2) or ill take it and kill you.

which would you choose?

2007-07-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

today is wonderful man. now im studying with hun at home. okay. she is not that outspoken. haha. okay. she goes well with my mum. AHHA. okay luh. going back to study with her. oh lovely. youre the one. (:

phrase for today: a table for two, please.

2007-07-13T08:13:00.001-07:00

it kills me when i see you sick.

your kisses has always made my day.
and im grateful for it. ill cherish and treasure every moment i have lovely.
as the saying for each other goes: "god, i love you."

2007-07-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

ugh ttm.

chem 37 U
physics 45 E
maths 45 E
econs ?? C
gp=fuck.

okays. hope eveyone does better than me. haha. okay.
damn shit. okay. no mood to blog. laters then.

2007-07-08T01:15:00.000-07:00

can you spot the difference?
haha. stupid game. played with syl today and i realised i cant spot the difference that well.
okay. actually i can but ugh. the pictures are dumb. LOL.

went home, which is where i am now after sending her to national library to do her pw.
hope im meeting her later for dinner. okay. gonna procrastinate malay and chemistry. tmr ill get back some results. oh wells. expecting a string of u's. okay luh. wish you all guys reading this luck for your future. i realised that luck is very important.

everday, it is proven that you have at least 15 instances of death. but you just missed it slightly. so ppl. do cherish what you have. and live life that has no tomorrow. have fun (:

phrase for today: dont leave them till they leave you.

2007-07-06T00:00:00.001-07:00

i need energizer batteries for my clock.
cause its 12 30 now and i have to wait for the batteries to turn it to 12.

2007-07-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

happy birthday for those birthday today. (:

mmm. syl is one girl who brightens up your life by inducing jokes and entertaintment. (:
loves her simply when she just smile. haha.

phrase for today. honey, i hope you dont mind me being broke. cause i cannot afford to lose you. youre my everything and i gave my everything to you.

chatting with you now as usual. loves you hell lots. (:

2007-07-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

2007-07-01T22:29:00.000-07:00

and she is lying down, legs over mine now. she's sleeping like a beauty. haha.
her exams are yet to be over. last paper is friday and its like 5 30. hha.
ill get my results this week and its gonna die. haha. okay. lucky saturday is going to be the day for destressing my stress. wow.

best sweet talking riddle. what is the difference between the sun and you.
the answer is that the sun makes me sweat and you make me melt.
lame shit.

joke of the day. how to make singapore a high class society?
answer: just eliminate the malays.
oh wait. if you eliminate the malays, how can you tell the difference between the high class or not? damn it. hate ppl to insult others. oh wells.

and she is still sleeping. haha. im an all in 1. sofa, table, chair, bed, pillow, bolster, comforter, blanket, storybook, armchair, legchair, watch, calender, jukebox, water and whatever not to her. haha. oh wells. what can i do. she is just THE girl. (:

2007-06-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

honey. we are like hands on a clock.
youre the minute hand and im the hour hand, short and fat.
what determines time is just the minute and hour hand.
people read time from infereing to these two hands.
the second hand is like externalities.
lets not bother and change the time people see.
although we are determined due to the surroundings
its like the second hand.
at many times we tend to meet. lets say at 12.
these times are the times when im with you.
and although we are apart at times.
ill still be holding your hand like the centre of the clock.
and lets hope. that the battery dies when we meet again.

baby. im yours. always. all ways. (:

2007-06-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

and my hun is blogging again.
hahaha. yeah yeah. cum yourself only. (:
shoik sendiri only. hahahahah.
k lah. PHYSICS SUCKS.ttm. (:
econs tml. even great.
i know what im gonna get for mid years.
i think ill get a SEE U.
s for chem e for maths and econs u for physics. (:

2007-06-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

HAH. GO TO www.youtube.com and type in stewie. you can cum and have multiple orgasms. (:
it is extremely funny.

hctib.

SO GO NOW. (:
shoo.
with love, syl.

2007-06-24T07:56:00.001-07:00

If every woman was a continent, I would be Napoleon.
Yeah your body's the sea for me to navigate.
I want to be the superb qualities to your three pronged fingertips.
I'll be the ashtray to love's unfiltered cigarettes, the K-9 nose in your crotch.
I want to watch you undress through the key hole.
You make me cum like never before.

loves.

2007-06-24T07:47:00.000-07:00

If you cut off my arms and legs and wrap me in some fucked-up cocoon, would i still look at you and say "You can't catch what you can't see"? Well you caught me honey, like the clap sugar. What do you think of that?

2007-06-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

jealousy took over my emotions and im possesed. hun. im sorry.
and please stop hurting me by neglecting me and make me jealous. just shower me with love can you. please.

2007-06-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

hun just blogged on my blog!
oh my. woh teews si taht! hahah.
tub ehs dekcah otni ym tnuocca. what the hell.
gnikcuf tchib.

LOVES YOU SO MUCH LAH.
mi sruoy syawla. (:

2007-06-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

HAH.
lys si yldetcepxenu ereh.

LA HAHA.
smaxe kucs sllab.
lufrednow loohcs si gnitrats.
HCTIB!

so goodbye. (: syl.

2007-06-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

SYLVIA CHEN NEEDS THE SUN NOW. SO UGH. when the sun is covered in clouds, she is all-gone mad. like pseudomadness. let me quote what she says. roughly. "the sun is gone. GONE. very good. ints going to RAIN. RAIN! THE SUN IS GONE! GONE!" and there she gives a sad sad face. haha. she needs the sun. "RAIN. LOOK AT IT. THE CLOUDS ARE COVERING. THE SUN DOESNT WANNA COME OUT AGAIN. VERY GOOD. THE SUN IS VERY GOOD." okay. can see she is bitching bout the sun when its gone. hahahah. gerald zul and avinesh came down. we are studying and i deceided to blog. hahaha. SHE IS VERY ANNOYING CAN. just say the sun is gone and thats it. right? lol. she is doing econs now. helped her yesterday although i haven learn the thing. its just me seriously. you need mth, ill get and do it for you hun. (: "YAY THE SUN IS OUT." then it suddenly goes out. "VERY GOOD. THE SUN IS DOWN" tolerence dzul, you can perservere. okay. off to study and WAIT. SHE IS GOING TO EAT AT 3 30! its like so late LA. can we weat now! i need to control my fats before it get out of shape. hahah. youre still as sexy as ever hun. lets get into studying NOW. chill kids! love, you turn me on. you make me cum like never before. loves you hun.

and this is my honey. trying to act twit-cute. HAHAHA. HUNAYE. YOURE JUST MY SEXY LIL THING THAT COMPANIES ME WITH LAUGHTER. was taken yesterday. (:

loves syl. (:

2007-06-17T01:38:00.000-07:00

SYLVIA CHEN.

youre my holiday. haha. you filled my holidays with love and fun. you bring the smile to me and brighten up night and dimmer my day. hahah.

okayokay. thanks to you i did some studying. no time to update my blog no time to go online and what not. cause youre with me for like 13 hours a day? hahah. youre simply love. defines it. consisely.

and the weekends youre taken up. one for partying and one for studying. haha. kinda miss you and need you now alrights. hope youll not be busy and reply my sms. haha. can see that youre busy. oh wells. lucky im seeing you tml. ASSHOLE. okay. chill around then. to all the people that companied me during the hols. thanks alot. not a single day ive stayed at home the whole day. haha. skating now. so ask me to take care. loves hun. (:

2007-05-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

100th post bitches.

haha. hun is buying things for her bbq on 31st and 1st. so wont get to meet her for 2 days inculding 30th. 1st ill get to see her. hahah. okay. i had fun at cathay dear. tsk tsk. haha. mm. will be skating off soon. switch 360flip. wish me please. take care people. (:

hun, im yours.

2007-05-27T21:34:00.000-07:00

i thought i have already got you.
but it seems different.
your actions doesnt show.
that we arent together.

we spend time together.
talking and chitchatting.
i had fun always.
hope you do too.

sometimes i get possesive.
its because i dont wanna lose you.
and that when you left me for 4 days.
the void in my heart is indescribal

sometimes we do argue.
but keep in your mind.
that i wanna clear the air.
so that our journey would be smooth.

interogating is the word you used.
basically shows how concerned i am.
or how worried i can get.
cause my mind will run wild.

i hope you understand where im coming from.
and i know at times its my fault.
im so sorry cause i didnt think.
for that split second ive done it.

some things you think i did is sweet.
but its just the nature of me.
you deserve sweet things.
so dont thank me cause youve already been welcomed.

its true that i cant live without you.
its the same way for you too.
just that i cant live properly.
cause you have impacted my life full.

you changed me into someone new.
for now im left out from the old dzul.
i realised many things that i never do.
in which you compared others to.

how i wish you could really understand me.
that youre the only girl ive been looking for.
have that little faith in me.
and that i will, the same way too.

patience is the key to sucess.
but being too patient is the key to detorence.
just show me the love you have.
cause i think ive showed more than you.

i hope you can feel it in every lil way.
and i hope i can feel yours too.
you fill up my heart and mind.
exactly to the brim.

i may be using too many sweet words.
but they really have their meaning.
it is not coated with honey.
its coated with your actions.

honey, could you promise me.
that you wont ever betray me.
cause you know i wont.
and you know it real well.

i dont mind losing you
to someone that is new
but just remember
that i really love you.

so now. i hope you understand. that its different without you. and i know. its kinda the same if you have or dont have me. this statement i assume. cause i feel that im not taht important to you yet. but i hope, its wrong. so honey. shower me some love. or you may lose me. which i think its okay with you. sigh.

2007-05-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

patience is the key. but too much will be a fee.

2007-05-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

VOID OF MY HEART.
check the dictionary for the word void. your so sweet honey. (:

saw pirates of caribbean with hun. mm. i HAD fun okays. stupid asshole. we had a popcorn fight.
AND ITS FREAKING CARAMEL POPCORNS OKAY. if its salty i dont mind. lol. the way you are just makes me love you more. haha. mmm.
mid years are comming next month. we need to study. hope i dont get an ASS. as in the grades.

love me hard baby. im yours always.

2007-05-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

honey. i cant imagine a day without you. you sound so reluctant. sigh.

2007-05-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

honey, i miss you badly.
for all the sweet things you see
how i wish you were here with me
looking at the same stars by the sea.

wishing you goodnight everyday
just made my night sway
i need you now and i mean it
cause you will make my night lit.

honey. i miss you alot.

2007-05-21T09:15:00.000-07:00

honey has just left for pre u sem today. its already been a long day that she is in there.
honey, im missing you real bad. all the memories and every little thing just run pass my mind
making me want to see you now. 4 days more. it will be hell for me. gp papers coming up. tmls last day of school. and hopefully ill be seeing you on friday.

honey, youre the only person im thinking of
be it in school skating or at home.
today, you filled my mind with good memories
and i feel worried and im missing you much.
honey, youre the threadwork to my seams.
you made me realise how important you are to me.
its totally different without you.
and that when im with you, smiles just naturally occurs.
you are my star, my big lucky star.
shining up high in the sky, overlooking me.
youre always beside me. i can feel it.
you keep me company always. cause the thought of you makes me wonder.
how much you are worth to me.
honey, i miss you badly. hope the days pass real fast.

lovekisshug. honey. i miss you.

2007-05-18T17:30:00.000-07:00

SWEET.

varial heel
360 flip revert
switch f/s bigspin.

oh. skating is not boring any longer. lovely 3 tricks in a day. phew its good.
alright. was skating with a bunch of skaters yesterday. (bunch=12+)
mervin almost constant 360 flip. thats cool. thank me for teaching you please.
chen too landed quite a few. had a skate game with hanafi. haha. lost by 'a' ugh.
okay. he's a cool guy. HAH. (:

went home after that. talked to love for an hour. 12 to 1. was a quality talk. we understooded each other and yeah. there will never be tomorrow. and we can skip to goodbyes always. love, youre the sex. youre cute and funny, sexy and sweet. always have been there beside me. for all the mistakes youve done, youre forgiven. truly. and i think its based on my fault too. im sorry.
so yeah. lets take on a better tml. i love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow. and it has always been the case. (: so love, do take care and have fun always.

at least youll know that i will be thinking of you. thats for sure. the constant sms i have been annoying you, even when im busy. it just show how much i care bout you. love, i just hop youll show me some. cause i want more. okay then. take this post as a prayer to keep you safe and healthy. together with fun and love. just be there for me, always.

honey, for you i will too.
and we never have fullstops. its always an exclamation mark most of the times. and sometimes, commurs do occur. honey, lets take a wonderful ride. loves.

2007-05-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

im disguised as your shadow
sneaking upon you.
just to see how you are
and to make sure youre okay.

i know your ankle hurts
but the problem is i cant do a thing.
but just to be caring
i was oblivious and im sorry.

honey. youre my everything and im yours always. (:

2007-04-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

Are you listening?We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch

My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy.
The sceneries are drawn.

They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors,
They're blank at the windows.

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.

These fights with your arms left beside.
It's one thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.

Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.

Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside.

Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless, i won't forget this.
I won't forget

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe
Your eyes see right through me
Let the walls have their say

There's no conversation, words without remorse
And this television drowns the only source
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms
To the staircase where you hold my heart
This place, these walls mean everything to me.

2007-04-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

21st April 2007.

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to sylvia, happy birthday to you.
happy 18th birthday sylvia chen wei guang. baby's birthday today so yeah. spent the whole day with me. aww. so sweet. im so in love with you lar. okays. we started off the day by meeting her at her house, gave her the 1st surprise which was quite sweet i suppose. whoops. have you read it? haha. okays. after that, we took 80 to kovan to have our macdonalds breakfast. maple syrup goes with anything as what she mentioned. quite true. you should try. haha.

then we took 80 again to harbour front. went to sentosa to tann and play with the water. woo. had fun baby? well. i do okay. actually we spend quite sometime sleeping in the sun. cool tho. haha. after that we stole some stuff from 7-11. quite hungry and the queue is long. so blame the service.

took 65 to town and had our lunch there. she bought yong tau foo and extra for me. i told her not to. LOL. okay i bought hokkien mee. walked all the way to THE CATHAY. this is fun. wanted to catch a movie named fracture. but when we were about to enter fracture, we saw the theatere beside it which showed the hill have eyes 2. wanted to go in but the front door was supervise by thier stuff. THEN WE REALISE THE BACK DOOR WAS NOT. AND WE FREAKING WENT IN. okay. it was a r21 movie tho. so this man beside us stare at us as if we wasnt 21. LOL. okay. the movie is DAM NICE CAN. mutants doing doggy style. uuh. cool. she was scared tho. grabbed me tightly and shivering at times. well, i admit i was scared too. hahah. okay, after that went to mervin's house. slacked and had fun. simply love her luh. the least i should do is be nice to her and im glad i did. err. haha. i pulled her to mervin's room to gave her a surprise. but she didnt know and wanted to go out. but i manage to keep her in the room and ta daa. the birthday cake came along.
with wishes and songs for her by us. she stared at the lovely tiramisu cake which mervin got on behalf of me, the cake was my preference just for your info. yup. held the cake for her to wish and blow. well, actually, this is her 3rd wish. ahaha. she blowed twice before. LOL.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! she blowed the candles just in front of my face. oh bother. haha. and after some slacking we went out at 3 am to eat.after which we went back to get some rest. sleeped with her soundly tho. (:

next day woke up and she went home. she's quite tired so am i.

sunday. we chatted and she was sick. sneezing all around. so worried about her. guess she hadnt enough sleep.

monday. she didnt go to school and went to the doc. she is quite alright now but im still worried. baby. i wanna see your smile. just missed you luh. and yeah. hope youll get well soon. i think thats about it then. now you can buy cigrettes for your friends of they need. haha. you know who are they. (: well then. hope youre proud that you have the legal rights over yourself and you can make choices on your own already. adulthood eh. (: the weird thing is that im still 16. oh, who bothers. (:

sylvia chen. your distance is darkness your presence is love.
love you loads baby. and i miss you a hell lot.
lovekisshug. dzul.

2007-04-18T02:02:00.000-07:00

wednesday 19th april 2007

this time. i understood you. my fault for not being experience. yup. and baby, you made me understand you better. youre truly the one for me. baby, im sorry for all the things i did in the past. my bad. the imaturity the selfcenteredness. and yeah. now, you made me want you, you made me love you and you made me understand you. baby, its simply love. you just define it. (: its not just a word. its a world. the letter L in Love just differentiates word from worLd. (: youre my world and i want to be in your world too.

LOVES SYLVIA CHEN.
my baby. (:
lovekisshug.

2007-04-13T09:24:00.000-07:00

baby. stop jumping to conclusions. i love you ttm and youre the one for me.
you just made me smile everytime i see you.

2007-04-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

MY SYLVIA BABY IS SEXAYE PRETTY AND ADORABLE.
that is to me luh. keep your comments to yourself. and sorry baby for calling you fat. and youre not okay. haha. smile smile smile. (: i assure you that youre the on for me. haha. the letter is sweet.(: thanks baby.
and you saw my precious hair fall down my shoulders. as if youre watching a movie. loves you for being there for me baby. youre just the girl. serious.(:

loveshersomuchttm.sheisjusttheoneforme.

lovekisshug. muah.

2007-04-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

she's the one. the way she laugh the way she smile. awww. uhhh. hahhah.
okay, today was slacking with syl. sclack behind the counter of the cathay. aww. haha had fun slacking with her luh. then went ps to eat some food and met mervin! =D lol. do i sound gay? okay went to buy bearings and sent him home then spended time with my baby syl. haha. shes the one and she simply define love. (:

baby. im waiting for you to shower me with more. thats the way baby. harder and harder.
lovekisshug. syl's baby always. (:

2007-04-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

baby. (: im waiting till july.

2007-04-07T10:43:00.000-07:00

sorry was the word today. i freaking needa treasure her and be nice to her. cause she is worth it. i simply love you alright. (:

daughters-nurse would you prepare me a sexual doctor

Five hundred milligrams of love has me in a disarray
(the room whitens to the voice of panicked doctors)
Get this man to the O.R.
Stat: unconscious Time Lapse: (the shades rise, call button by body side)
In the recovery room I wrote a list of all the ways that you are beautiful.
It goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on

baby, i love you.

2007-04-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

thought it was me & you, babe says:
hey.
thought it was me & you, babe says:
how man medium do you want to talk to me to?
syl's my skater girl. (: says:
3

hahah. she cant multi task. okay. a bit dumb but yeah. she's still my sweetest and cutest baby. hahaha. yup. we talk on the phone, msn and tag at the board at the same time? sweet? well, it is to me.

simply loves her loads. (:

2007-04-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

sylvia. youre my one and only.
i can feel the love in your painful bites.
i can feel the sincerity in your punches.
i can feel the faith in your slaps.
the best of all, i feel the love in your lips.

youre just the perfect one for me.
thanks for being there.
you cute,sweet girl.
im so in love with you.
i dont know why, but i need your voice.
all day all night.
ill compose a new song for us soon.
loves you much baby.

lovekisshug. sylvia's mine.

2007-04-05T09:21:00.001-07:00

as days pass by. i hope we are progressing.

desire:sylvia (:

2007-04-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

SYLVIA BABY. im so loving you so much lar. aiyo. although you keep on saying that im annoying. lols. baby. you played a huge role in my life and yeah. you mean loads to me. youre the words in my book, the blood in my heart and the battery to my laptop. youre needed in a huge way by me. LOVE YOU BABY.

lovehugkiss. (:

2007-04-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

firstly, jc suck.

with so many fucked up teachers, how could i ever live in an environment like this.
those ppl who are planning to go to jc, be prepared not to procrastinate at all and i mean not even he thought of it and you must love howework.
my fucking form teacher is my maths teacher and my pw teacher la. she is okay with me but that fucked up malay teacher ah. wah lao. i pon one day cause i was sick of malay. and i didnt do one stupid shit she ask me to sit in the library for 2 hours. instead of piting me, she scolded me as to why i didnt ask her what to do. man, i paid school fees for your info, its my option whether i wanna do my work or not lah. and they freaking pressure me like siao. so ppl, if you get so stress like this, let it be. just think of death. then everything will be settled. what if i retain, better than dying right? what if i suspended, better than dying right? what if anything, its better than death la please. such fucked up day you wanna piss me off.

sylvia. i hope you understand okay. youre pissed off by your teachers to, i know. but do spare a thought for me cause i have already spared many thoughts for you. and i feel worst when you said things that i didnt like. and i kept it to myself casue i dont want to pressurise you anymore. i hope you will be okay soon and i suddenly feel like seeing you. youre the only person who can make me smile can. baby. i miss you.

my head is really spinning
but i cant do a thing
your sms were cold
and it keeps on pestering me.

i cant do my work and i cant concentrate
cause you have always been in my head
im very worried to loose you
and i dont want to.

baby. why are you so mad at me all of a sudden. if no idea whatsoever that makes you feel so. i know youre not free this week so i wont pester you. but at least. the very thing you could do is to treat me good. i dont mind you venging the anger on me. but i cant stand the coldness that you showed. cause i dont wanna loose you and i cannot thing if i did. i know im wrong to be harsh and to be impulsive. but i just cant loose you. i just cant. youre the only person that make me smile. youre the only person that touched my heart. we were so close and i hope we will be. ill let you rest as you feel so tense. so baby. please be normal and i hope well be okay. youre just the star that lits my sky and youre the person whom i need. baby. you mean a lot to me. and when i mean a lot. its seriously alot. so baby. i hope to see a smile on your face. im just hoping. just hoping. i miss you so much. and all i need its just for you to smile.so for now, take care baby.

2007-04-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

sylvia : you are my batu(rock) star! kk, joking.you're my ONLY STAR! thanks for being there baby. and ill be there for you always. alrights baby. hope you feel the same way too.

LOVE YOU LOADS.

SuchYearningLove. SYL. (:

2007-03-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

syvia is the girl alrights. (: loves.

2007-03-23T17:47:00.000-07:00

dear sylvia baby, i wanna dedicate this song to you. (:

I got a confession to make
That my heart would break
To hear you say goodbye
You're my every dream
You're the threadwork to my seams
And you know that I can't lie, when I say

I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about how
My heart's empty without you

I just hate myself
To think of you with someone else
To hear you say goodbye
I love you for who you are
No more, no less
And you know that I can't lie, when I say. . .

I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about how
My heart's empty without you

My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you

What would I do without you
What would I do without you

My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you. (:

SYLVIA, YOU'RE IN ME. [composed by dzul. (:]

the days we spent together
spending our time forever
watching the beautiful stars
as cars passed by beneath us

in the movies you bit my fingers
and lean on my shoulders
i know that youre the one
the one who brings me all the fun

(chrous)
sylvia youre in me
i hope you can just see
that the love i had for you
i hope is the same way for you too

the wonderful kiss you gave
as i hope i can save
in some thumbdrive or diskette
and i can play in my bed

the reason i send you home
as i dont want you to be alone
and we chatted on the phone,
in our very sweetest tone.

(chrous)
sylvia youre in me
i hope you can just see
that the love i had for you
i hope is the same way for you too

sylvia. youre in me. (whispers)

end

haha. baby, i know the song a lil out of tune but its imprompto. so yeah! hope you like it. haha.
and yeah. so far, im the first and last person to talk to you everyday. (: tees. 11pm to 1am. whaha. okays.
darling, you do mean alot to me and i mean it. (:
loves sylvia chen. winks.

2007-03-21T09:54:00.001-07:00

hiding behind the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
to drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
as blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are tonight
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
your friends will like you more than they used to
dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count
I believe its 6 going on 7 now
I've been dreaming about you
in a pool of your own blood
with your eyes gouged out
by the work of my thumbs
the scent of your insides
from under the floorboards
the perfect perfume
for settling a score
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
your friends will like you more than they used to
pretend to be you, your friend will like you more than they used to
ride the wings of pestilence

2007-02-16T18:43:00.000-08:00

WOOTS. i LOVE GOD soo much. okay. i topped my school with 11 points. i dont deserve it but, oh my god. okay. i may sound very happy but the top score of my school is 11. quite pathetic actually.

taken from justine's blog. it makes sense.

i was sitting in comfort on the bus with my mp3, as i stared out, the pouring rain getting me into a reflective mood. i saw a lorry pass by, with a bangladesh worker at the back, without a shelter all drenched in the rain. my heart broke- i wished he was in my place, enjoying the comfort i indulged in. i concluded- money isn't the root of all evil. education is. education judges, i realise. i bet if those workers were given a chance, they would be different. i want to give all of them the chance. but the reality surfaces, life's like that.my heart cried out for those people, deprived from what i have, and what i'm taking advantage of. i felt so hurt, i'd give them my place. God, why? sufferings- take them away. give my comfort to someone who needs it more than me. give whatever i've taken advantage of to someone that needs it more then me.

2007-02-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MALAQUE! <3

yeah. to my dearest scandal: i hope your wishes comes true for all the things that you desire. SCARCITY. lols. okay. you have been a GREAT classmate and yeah, you are DAMN FUN to be with! haha. laughter has always been passed around and time spent together was WORTH IT. haha. so you do have LOTS of FUN and do TAKE CARE of yourself yeah! but i still have a doubt in mind, i still think that my wish for you wasnt the best! haha. and you still said im sweet. i feel guilty! haha. okay, anyways, 18 years old already yeah! can drive car. haha. AND OUR FAVORITE WORD IS? CHERH! hahahaha. yeah. lots of love<3. =D

2007-01-25T18:39:00.000-08:00

MILLENNIA MILLENNIA MILLENNIA. THIS SCHOOL IS WORST TO GET INTO WITH THE EXECPTIONS OF FRIENDS. FIRSTLY, THE OPERATIONS MANAGER IS A KAYPOH,
SECONDLY, THE PRINCIPAL IS -UCKED UP,
THIRDLY, THE DICIPLINE MASTER IS A -UCKING SHOWOFF,
FOURTHLY, THE GP TEACHER LIKES TO PICK ON ME INDIRECTLY
FITHLY, PE SUCKS LIKE -HIT

AND THE LIST GOES ON MAN. CANTEEN FOOD ISNT QUALITY NOR QUANTITY WITH THE ABUSEMENT OF TECHNOLOGY USING CASHCARDS TO PAY FOOD.

AND THE MOST -UCKED UP PART IS THAT I WAS SUSPENDED FOR NOT ATTENDING DETENTION FOR THE FIRST TIME. WHAT THE -UCK LA.

oh well. thats bout school. thank god i have wonderful friends and a hillarious joker in class. for not you all, i would have withdrawn. thank you so much 7S4. looks like i have to be suspended on monday. oh wells. its obvious la MR TAN. you told me suspension was on friday so i could go to school on monday and be suspended. be more mature can? dumbass.

well. skate skate skate after school was the thing that i did for the past few weeks. let my anger out with bails that sore. phew im still alive. plus, i didnt said a vulgarity on thursday. its dam difficult for ppl who use it. try it if you can. its already a pat of you and you could be able to change. you have my support.

loves friends. not some BIG -UCKED UP PPL WHO HAVE THE ADVANTAGE OF AUTHORITY.

the following statements are my opinions and do not take it seriously if you cant tolerate it. i didnt know words can hurt that much. TEACHERS, advice me, not mock me.

2007-01-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

1st thing: attended MI and orientation sucked but lessons good. haha.

2nd thing: the rules are stringent and you have detentions. (wtf)

3rd thing: ive updated

4th thing: i went back to school

5th thing: wish me luck for competitions.

2006-12-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

okay! sorry didnt update and this is the update most of you want. lols.
okay. went to flow at mos. was dam fun and quite boring from 12 onwards since smoothe was packed and the main arena was trance. so suck. haha.

another day went biking with wei qiang. cycled all the way from ang mo kio to esplanade. was dam tiring and butt hurts and legs ache. haha. well it was aproximately 20 km all together. so yeah. 20 km of cycling in 2 and a half hours. did we break the record? haha. so yeap.

so yeap. do take care to all those peeps. wish me luck on monday's interview. haha. so yeap. take care you guys.

2006-12-02T22:05:00.000-08:00

wait wait wait. now, all i have to do is wait. results are up in late feb early march.

excited comes with fear. what feeling do you call that? thats when you will receive the o level results. kept on thinking how worst could i do for the o lvls. but i cant help thinking despite it being over. well. day after day are interviews and im sick of getting a job. till i get the motivation again that is. no right job for me. stop being fussy. okay. cheryl is a happy going girl haha. (:

you think its time?
well. im waiting for myself to be noticed.

2006-11-27T18:13:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH!

17 already eh. haha. okay. you better have fun and yeah. ill get you a present. dont worry. =D

2006-11-27T18:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH!

17 already eh. haha. okay. you better have fun and yeah. ill get you a present. dont worry. =D

2006-11-27T02:19:00.000-08:00

okay. now fked my phone. sent it to nokia care centre. and i have to collect it tml. i may loose all the memory which means all the contacts. so now i dont have anyone's contacts. so if tml, on 28th november, ill lost my memory, please give me your numbers. haha. dam the phone once again.

2006-11-25T06:48:00.000-08:00

okays. tonning and tonning. haha. 2 days havent been home. 1st went to tommys house to stay over. cool. then went to markus/mervin house to stay over. oh cool luh. we watched cool movies and saved us $21 each. cause we watched 3 movies. hahah. yup. so ive reached home to blog. skate park is closed on saturdays cause of basketball shits. i dont know why out of all places they choose a skate park. oh my god. okay.

crush on you.

2006-11-19T08:56:00.000-08:00

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2006-11-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me! haha. okay and im finnally in the family of 16. thanks for all your well wishes. =D
basically, today was the last day of papers which coincidentally falls on my birthday. how great that is. haha. so well. after o levles, we didnt got the feeling of celebrating but, what are we going to do now? hahaa. so yeah. celebrated at seoul garden with routine friends. ate quite a lot to have the fun of o levels gone. so yeah. FUN.
after eating i went to meet with jairus and we skate-ton. so we skated from bishan mrt passed whitley sec and reached chij tp to have a stop since we are tired. there is a small slope there so we practice axel stalls and tailblunt stalls. haha. advanced skate vert tricks. LOL. okay. so thier school says that they have family education programme which all schools should adopt. haha. just a recomendation.
and after that. skated all the way back by the back of bishan. passed deborah's house. haha. and went all the way to bishan stadium. there is one blak kitten that we met up at kcpps. she followed us all the way to the stadium. she climbs trees and thought that she was a monkey. she is scared of vehicals as if they passed her, she would move away from them. kinda cute. at last. we watched the sunrise at bishan staduim.

CLOUDS paint many pictures. when youre happy, good things appear. when youre feeling down. bad images appear. so tak a look. there is a whale on the bottom clouds. and its layered. yup.
and there she is. wanting to play with our hands and she is afraid of the skateboard at first but later. haha. she loves it i guess. then we went home, leaving her at the stadium. hope she can find her food. so yup. thats a bout it. (:

2006-11-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

cool. a maths changed to 9 on my birthday. this is caused by BUSH. oh my god. why did he come to singapore on my birthday? to wish me is it. hahhaa. okay finee. im think skinned. and imma SLACK now. so tired of the whole day. haha.

2006-11-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

english => d7. =D

2006-11-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

today was great. after maths paper 1 and social studies (both stumbled), went to jairus house and then to skate park. it was raining so yeah. chilled a while.
GRACE crew was there to film so showcase a few tricks. haha. and yeah. she didnt dare to go down with a skate board. lols. but she did for the small ramp. eh. friday you better do the big one. haha. and no ones gonna catch you. LOLS. after that they went of. i talked to rg a lil. friendly! haha. so yeah.
went home. saw SYLVIA msned me about whether i have papers tml. so yeah. i called her for a while and then bathed. called her againa fter eating. haha. she wanted to hang up at 12 but she continue without knowing. haha. hmm. wonder if she wants to hang up. =p okay. then she finally hanged up at 12 40 and tole me that i cheated her 40 mins. haha. oh wells. must be dozing off soon. next paper is english so wish me luck.
signedoff.

2006-11-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

woo. today. sunday 5th november. watched flushed away with my bro at engwah toapayoh 2k digital. haha. its funny and quite exeggerating at times. but its a romantic scintific show with liquid notrogen and stuffs. haha. okay. some fundementals of cause. so yup.today was the last day of the etra fasting which is known as the puasa enam for me. haha. hari raya second time. =p
and oh. i can still catch a movie when o;s are tml. haha. how nice. =D okay then. cya ard and wish me for my maths paper 1 and ss tml. yeah! =D

2006-11-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

Friday, 3rd november 2006. 13 32

im so sick. having a headache, fever, flu and caugh at the same time. its so sudden. and i dont maind having it. but i mind that nothing goes in when i open my book. is it a curse or smth? i dont know. it feels so disthrought. my my. will sleeping cure it? haha.

help anyone?

2006-10-31T07:20:00.000-08:00

what a chem prac. i think it broke history without any gas produced. what the hell lar. hahah.

2006-10-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HALOWEEN PEOPLE!

haha. haloween's party is darn great today. haha. had MANY expensive chocolates. oh yeah. and i forgot to signed off my msn when i realised it when i reched home. so to those whom i didnt reply, IM SORRY! haha.

TRICK OR TREAT. (:

2006-10-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

fked up physics practical. (:

2006-10-24T20:05:00.000-07:00

sorry post is seperated. read below 1st. =D then went to my dad's side. quite close. both of them are in the same neighbourhood. so yeah. cool. reached their hose to eat again. i ate a lil. haha. then played ps2 with my coussins and mingled with the adults. many asked, (jc or poly) POLY! haha. repied them without a reason. and they said. yeah its a good choice. erm. okay. HINTS! haha. and ive got a toddler to play with! aww. she is so lovely and wants to be with me. erm. LOL? haha. she asked me to put on lipstick for her. but i asked her if she could do in by herself. and not bad for a toddler. haha.
lip stick on her hand.
and now on her mouth!
she is so pretty and lovable. aww. i LOVE HER. haha. then went back to my moms side. as usual.
and thier side too have a toddler! haha. but this ones MATURED. she mingles with those she feels safe. hahaha.okay and she talks so softly and friendly when she has the mood. haha. quite quiet today lar she. and aww. she is fatter than my dads side. haha. so played with toddlers till panic room started. watched the show with coussins. finished at 12 15. so yeap. went home after that. so in total i got $2XX haha. guess yourself. =p well. tired. and nights!

i didnt know why. but i kinda felt so.

2006-10-24T19:51:00.000-07:00

gosh. today is hari raya! woots. hha. rewards time. bro came home at 10. seek forgiveness from parents 1st. yup. then we left house at around 10 15. ready to EAT AND FEAST.

these pictures are my family in wt with my mum's mom. my grand mother lah, on my mum's side. so yeah. me, mum, nenek, dad, bro. =D
played around and eat delicious food. mingled around with cousins. and so on. left for my dad's side at 2 plus.

2006-10-20T20:57:00.000-07:00

went to school today for ss extra lessons. cant study hard enough cause hari raya is comming! haha. after my lessons, went to j8 and walked around. actually wanted to study then there was too many people. 1 by 1 left. haha. i was the 3rd one to leave out of the 6 with gerald. went home after that. then a friend asked me to catch a movie: death note. its quite nice and funny. not scary at all. haha. there is like a cartoon in a normal movie so yeah. kinda cool. you write a person's name on the book and that person will die. haha. after that went j8 again to break fast with zulhilmi and gerald. haha.
woo. zul and me: pure vanilla
gerald: white chocolate dream.
okay. the difference in spelling between me and zul is that i have a d in front. its silent and cool. haha. so its dzul 'd' zul 'the(e)' zul. ahaha. lame.

as you can see. the bigger the more expensive. haha. okay. its not true. im just joking. well. gerald just got his video nano. oh yar. to those ppl who wants to buy i pod, its not the right time. this december another new model would come out apple says. haha. so yeah.
okay. help protect premature s____ i know what youre guys thinking. haha. its skin by the way. the poster is in public and yeah. ahaha. gerald thought it was sex. LOL. after that went home and played with my bro! aha. he is dam cute and black. ahha. oh well. brotherly love. its too amazing to be felt. ee. sounds so gay. okay. thats about it. =D ha. and wei qiang.i know you are performing now. haha. and you are sick. so yeah. someone cares for you.=D haha. your last gig okay. i dont care. haha.

nights people!

phrase for the day: one man's meat, the other man's poison.

2006-10-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

woot! today went to skate with jai in the morning. i was exhausted and ALMOST break my fast. too bad satan did threaten me.
after that went home to REST. eh. im dam tired okay. then went city plaza to get my CLASSY baju jurong. eh. is high class can.! LOL.
after that went home to REST again and played need for speend most wanted. my bro overtook me already. =/
haha. then i broke fast and skated again for half an hour. then went to follow dad to buy his baju kurong instead. cool.
mum & dad: grey
me: black
bro: white.

so yeah. thats for today. =D

phrase of the day: experience is a hard teacher, it gives the test first, the lessons later. (imported from germaine)

2006-10-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

is this called a playground? LOL. i was laughing at this jus now. i was like would the person who design this is trying to be funny or he had created his own folly? okay.

man. study week now. imma bookworm and a nerd. haha. i feel so compressed as if i was a follicle. oh well.

being kinky is not good. it really is not. bad image. just have to tell someone. yup.

im quite tired and stress with all the work now. so someone. please help me out. haha. having may problems in the mind is aint good and im turning into an inane person. how worst can i get. so yeap. good luck to those who needs luck. nights!

phrase for the day: think before you commit.